Just thinking...

I'm about to head to bed, but just have a few thoughts I want to jot down. There is so much stress in my body right now. This week I find out if my 2nd attempt to pass the bar was successful. I'm nervous about it because failure again would be mortifying. Maybe it's all about perspective, though. Maybe I should let it all go. I took this exam 2 months ago and did not really think about it so why 2 days before results come out am I so wound up? Anticipation is a B#$%H. I just spoke to Edith and she said we should think positively. Positive thinking is something I also struggle with. I assessed my weaknesses and tried to confront them first this time around when I studied for the bar. Hopefully, all works out. Wow...every time I think of the results there is a tingling sensation going down my back....craziness. We'll see.